STABBED

You incised me from the outside and penetrated me with your sin. I was plunged into this uncertainty by someone I called a friend. Your thrusting and poking treachery ripped up all my insides. You viciously sliced open my secret layers that I always tried to hide. Your insanity eviscerated me. I will never again be the same. Now, I am panged by emotional clarity: Loving you was simply insane! Your sharp words of hatred marked the spots where you ran me through. I lay here impaled by the blade of a lover that never tried to be true. I neurotically ache for your love as I bleed out on your butchers block. I scream to you that I love you, but your blade never hesitates or stops. Your violations injured me, but I remained transfixed by your flesh. I willingly gave you private pieces and let you carve and devour the rest. Betrayed, I lay here gushing from this hole you made inside my heart. Knowing once you have bled me dry you will choose to depart. © 2013 Eddie Phillips